Ha~ I'm finally here to update my blog.. Got scolded by my fren.. So here i am.. =) Sorry to those who have been waiting... =X

Ok..First thing first...A VERY GOOD news to share with ALL of you~ My place in NIE is COMFRMED~!! haha~.. Long awaited dream... A dream come true after so many nightmares... Am reali looking forward to studying agn... =) But.. somehow, i'm qt afraid tt i might not be able to cope... I've changed so many identity in e past yr.. From a student to a relief teacher, n to a receptionist, n back to teacher but with greater responsibility, n now, i need to change my mindset back to student... ha~ no more scolding of student, but to get scolding by teachers...haha~ (-_-''')

Well, actuali i got my full enrolment package on Mon last wk.. I've phobia towrds my principal..Whenever she asks to see me, e first thing tt comes to my mind is "Oh no..Did i do something wrong AGAIN?" On Mon last wk, there's tis Art Workshop.. B4 it starts, Mrs Chin asked for me.. Right there in e Art Room.. In front of my colleagues.. Shocked me for a while.. Den "Congrats!" n she handed me a big envelope.. N Yeah~ tts e thing i'm praying so hard for... PTL.. =)

I'm so happy tt i needed to share my joy with someone.There seated next to me is Irene..my gd pal in LPS..i definitely wanted to shared my joy with her.However, the way she looked at me was different.. Thou she's trying hard to smile..I cld see from her eyes tt she is disappointed.When we got our letter frm MOE together,informing us tt our contract had been changed to Permanent Contract,we juz ran ard e staff rm telling our close frenz tt.. Tt moment was so fun n exciting.Tot we cld share e joy but i understand wad's going thru her mind.I got the package first n she's still worried abt her place in NIE. Thou her disappointment made me disappointed too.. But Hey,Irene, it's ok de k?Dun need to apologise..I know u dun mean it.. ;)

Btw, by tis time i'm writing tis, Irene has already got her enrolment package too~ Congrats, Irene! =) She got it 1 wk later than me,which is tis mon..This means she had been worrying for 1 wk..But e package came as a surprise to her.. e envelope was put on her table when she was having Oral Exam outside.. I saw it first n i've left her a surprise msg too~ ha~ =P Knowing her, juz like me, we cant hide our joy, we ran ard agn... ha~ =X

I'm going to sign e real contract tis Sat.. My Diploma course wld start is July.. hmm.. 2yrs course.. But i'll try my best to cross over to Degree course which will lasts another 2 yrs.. Irene and i will b going in together.. N mayb we'll b roommates in the hostel.. Ha~ Reali glad to haf known her.. At least i'm not alone fighting tis battle.. Hey.. Its reali not easy to find someone to strive with u huh?.. Having the same dream, same target.. =P

Last of All...To me... and Irene... and all my frenz who r fighting hard for ur dreamz.... 加油哦！;)

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人类是动物中最高等的。
人类也是动物中最聪明的。
但人类的情感也是最复杂的。

人的感情是多么的脆弱，
时间是最好的证明。
今天对你的好，
或许明天就可以变成另一种态度。
今天对你的微笑，
或许明天就变成了记忆。

人是贪心的，
永远不懂得知足。
有了人陪伴，
却希望有更多人疼爱。
一颗心，究竟能容纳几人？
一个，两个，还是三个？

人是自私的，
眼里只看得到自己。
只要自己快乐，
却忘了别人的感受。
给了别人希望，
却到最后，得亲手毁灭。

人是盲目的，

只懂得一味做自己想做的。

一直认为对的就做，

却已忘了为什么而做，为什么要做。

摆在眼前的，看似多么的正确，

却已分辨不出，对错是非。。。

人是多么的难理解，

我不能怪任何不了解我的人。

因为，我发现，

我已开始不了解自己了。。。